happy birthday pig! hope you enjoyed today.

just got home today and my legs are pretty tired. its so packed in Phuture. everyone there were like pushing their way around and not to mention that you have no space to even turn a round on the dance floor. the music sucked today. =/ dance class tmr at 12 and i'm not sleeping yet.

more updates on what we did on jearl's birthday to come. =D

PANDORA is like so stressed up with project now. as her project partner i feel so incompetent. its so hard to see a friend feeling bad, sad or stressed. i just hate it. sorry PANDORA if i wasn't a good partner. maybe you could have done better with someone else?

PANDORA, JJ, STAM, KELV, PAT, my class and JEARL gang is all the friends i have now. the rest have all left, or should i say its me who left the rest?





too tired. am off to bed now. =yawns

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Thursday, June 28, 2007

misery

what made me what i am today? thats what's constantly on my mind. i feel so lost now.

what i am doing, am i doing it right? i feel so inconfident of myself nowadays. i don't know whats going on in me. i hate it. i've very much become a loner. i used to have this circle of friends, they're always there. now? they disappeared. one by one, leaving me. i'm now left with nothing.

they say i've changed. i cannot deny that i did, but think back. haven't you all changed as well. you all don't used to be like that. then you're gonna say everyone change as time pass. WHAT AN EXCUSE. what makes you think that you have the right to change but not me. all i can say is we ALL changed, and we all changed in a way, further apart.

but what i don't understand is, why am i the only one who's going the opposite direction. is it you who's going away from me? or the other way round. it feel so sad to be out of the clique but i'm sure i'll very much get used to it.

i was with the guys today. i feel totally OUTT. i think i'm becoming 'R*N', we don't belong anywhere when in groups. sorry but i don't used to be like that.

its so hard to forget. everytime when i thought i had already forgotten, you seem to pop by once AGAIN w/o fail, leaving me shaking again.

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Monday, June 18, 2007

left aside

i cannot help but to feel outcasted.

i know you guys called for me when i was sleeping but no one bothered to try waking me up.

and i hate this feeling.

its not only yesterday, but sometimes i feel that you all never really cared or even bothered about me. thanks for nothing.

i hate you all


-bye bye

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Shagged like f

Opera Diva at McCafe

This is the gorgeous cake that i love so. :)

Dance today for me was Crap. I'm such a loser in NRA. Sorry for me still sticking around.

Random. The dude in front of me smells like bottled ornament oil.

The camp's coming on friday. I hope i can pull through the showcase with my standards. Please let me excel in camp! :(

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Chef Lee's cooking!

I may not cook good food, but the orchids love what i cook!

I finally got my cowon! I spent 650 bucks in total today. Thats all my attachment money but i ain't grumbling. Whoo.. I so love spending money. =D but i HATE the poor days i'll have to pull through after that =\

The phone bill came last week. Over shot the free outgoing limit. Paying 4 times what the plan is. Dunno if mo-blogging contributed to a large extend. i'm so much poorer now, how am i going to pay!

Lost a couple of dollars yesterday night. Made me late for orientation some more. Really shouldn't have gone over. :p

Now i'm going back to school for dance. Went earlier with friends to gym, then off to get my cowon. Now i'm really shagged. Ann please do lyrica today!

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Wednesday, June 6, 2007

Jearly wirly

McCafe kah-ki

Both of us just love McCafe so so much. We visited them so often for coffee and cakes, like almost everyday till the people know us. The staff serving at McCafe is like super friendly please. Always with that smile.

Always bullying Jearl but she never hated me. I know she love me. :) she have no reason to cause she took all my stamp, supposed to be on my McCafe previlge card! And she stole my watch, wallet and anything nice from me. I'll let her eat her own medicine one day. *evil laugh

My pay's gonna be updated to my account by today, Thats what they promised. Its feels good to have money in your pocket. =D spending power power-up!

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Smiley banana

Its a banana for real

I was cutting up the banana just now and i saw this. Kinda cute ain't it. Looked like a smiley face don't it? Too bad it ended up being orchid food. Heh.

I wonder how are the kids one generation or so younger gonna grow up to become. Cause out of 10 kids i came across, only a quarter of a kid, less than one that is, is well mannered. Lets see what they'll grow up into.

Everyone's on a Giodano craze now. They certainly are doing so much better as compared to say few years ago? Now Giodano is the thing to wear man!

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Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Pretty, gorgeous and everything nice. =D

Two of the nicest people around.

They are who i grew up with. We play, fight, hang around every weekend when we were younger. Now that we've grown up, don't really have time for those but still loving each other. :)

Made me come to realise that as we grow older, friendships drift apart, our love decresceandos, care just fade away, and in no time, we'll be strangers again. How sad can that be?

I treasure all my friends more than anything. But do they do the same or even appreciate what i did. Haha. I don't really think so. I'm the bad guy now. =\ so i'm gonna hack care and just love those who're still with me. :)

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Silly-o-fantastic 4

Sure look silly but they've caught my attention.

I'm Not exactly a fantastic 4 fan but i was at lot one shopping mall and i saw them putting up a show for the kids. Think its for their upcoming movie. Silly but interesting.

Went off to meet Jearl later at yishun. She had me make me wait a life time. And did i tell you i was uber unglam. Dozed off waiting. Thats why. =\

We had pasar malam junk for dinner AGAIN cause i wanted to. =x and we all can grow fat and unhealthy together. Thats what friends are for. =? To top it off, we had our daily dose of SWEET ice chocolate made with FULL CREAM milk with fattening whip cream. Did i say we have that at McCafe everyday sinced its opening in yishun. So what do you think? Am i weight conscious?

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Monday, June 4, 2007

Culprit caught

Yeah so this Tiny one ate my biscuit and now put into jailed. Well, death sentence says justice Teo, my boss.

No one who messed with me get away with nothing. Guess what happened to it. Fed to a carnivore bird that or Teo owned. Kinda gruesome but i'm helpless as well. Can't do anything about it. So now those planning to mess with me, may i suggest you think twice? :p

Met the CNL in yishun and its pasar malam done galore! 3 more kg on my tummy now. :)

Yes, you gave me a lot but you destroyed more than what i have initially, in the end. :(

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Black or white

Contaminated media i prepared. =\

Okay now i'm addicted to moblogg-ing. That above is the media i prepared at work some time ago. Those two hemisphere stuff are bacteria i guess. Contamination! Cool eh? They're Damn cute please! Haha.

Was listening to Top of the World on the bus. Now i know why the seniors wanted up to sing this song. I still love G*s. :) but it ain't the same anymore. :(

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Sunday, June 3, 2007

Raining

My workplace. Woon Leng nursery

Its raining now and i'm waiting for lunch. The flowers here are Damn pretty. Trust me, you'll fall in love with the flowers if you do visit us.

The flowers are so sexy in the rain. Dripping wet. Slurp! :p :)

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Rats invasion

Doings of the rat at work

This is like what we found out at work the other day. Rat attack. Why we say so? Its feces was all over the place. =\ The rat cage was up the next day and Haha. It was caught.

Off to work and i love to blog with my phone. Jealous?

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Lovely pot

I was boiling water for my instant noodles but i totally forgot about the pot. And this is what happened to it.

Threw it down the rubbish chut to totally destroy any evidence before mum finds out and slaughter me. =\

I've only realised how interesting my K800i can be, being able to blog so instantaneously. Actually, its me who re-realised my fetish to blog. Cool eh. Now i'm leaving my thoughts of changing phone aside "for the moment". :)

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