Sunday, March 18, 2007
stages
i believe that a person's life can be divided into different stages. and at this current stage of my life, i'm not going through all the things thats all so nice.
i have this sudden flash back of what happened some years ago when i looked at this photo that i took then. it was a farewell dinner, planned up for me cause i'm leaving work for school. my supervisor gave all the pple working that that particular outlet a treat at pizza hut.
i was very happy working there. the pay was not much, but the people there all treated me very well. that night when we had dinner, we were talking about what happened during the almost six month period when i was there. took some photos, laughed through dinner and finally its time we go home.
we go different ways. i looked at them the very last time, wondering when is the next time i'll see them. then turned my head and went. although its just that less than 30 sec timeframe but there was a whole lot of emotion going through. i was SO reluctant to leave.
now, thinking back, i was so much happier then, when i was a little younger than i am now. i really yearn for those days when i was so much carefree and stress free.
i'm going through a lot now. sometimes i feel that i cannot go on anymore. i want to just sleep and never wake up to another day of worries and trouble.